God, I HATE dating!!!!!!! So many fucking games and bullshit! It's now been 3 days since I've heard from British guy, though he is clearly online all day and night. How fucking ridiculous is it that I am 44 years old and still have to play the stupid "should I wait for him to contact me first so as not to scare him away" game? At this age, shouldn't we be able to just express ourselves as adults??? Gah! Now I TOTALLY remember why I quit doing this!