I am definitely clinically depressed. There is literally nothing I can think about that makes me happy. My job, no prospects for a new job, my lack of close friends, my ridiculous family, my weight, my lack of motivation in general, my financial situation...everything literally makes me just want to crawl into bed and sleep forever. The only thing that gives me any respite is reading. And even that adds to the depression most of the time as everything I read contains relationships I wish I had. But every time I try to think about motivating myself to get off my ass and change all of this, something inside of me just shuts down...and the bed calls. Miserable.